My worst fear for ___________ (what, I don't want to share this) has came true, with many thanks to Cass that busybody. Tsk. No, I'm not being anti-social or anything like that, it is just that.. okay, I'm being anti-social. It's not my fault, really. If you know what I am going through, you'll feel what I'm feeling too.

Back to what I actually wanted to write about, before I logged in to MSN and received that horrid, shocking news. Getting such stuff is really giving me a phobia of logging in and asking. Guess I am a busybody too. Aiyah, it's human nature to be curious what, but curiosity killed the cat, and probably dragged me along with it too.

Okay I'm starting to accept it anyway. I mean, what can I do about it that is actually within my means. I should stop expecting anything too, because it's giving me really false hopes. My heart probably sank to its lowest already. Energy sapped, no mood to write what I wanted to. Sheeeezzzz emo post. Hi, I am feeling it now. Dig a hole, jump into it, and never ever come out of it.